Please help me before i suicide?

Man ! you got to take it easy.You are young and the hormones in your body are strong and they are controlling you.What does it cost to slow down and see what she does next. Before you hurt yourself find out if she looks the same from a distance.Girls can be a little cold and fickled .There are some real problems in the world and if you step back you will see this is not one of them.Be a man and face the truth. Good luck!